To Asiafest. Part II


Rushing back with flowers, I found a bucket to fill them up in, and led my parents to dinner. Using my super cool VIP status, I broke ALL of the rules and let my family in to eat with the performers, so that they wouldn’t have to wait in line, and so that they would be able to relax a little before going to the show [Where my super cool VIP status also got them reserved seating].

Okay fine. There wasn’t anything Super Cool or VIP about me. No one else cared. But serving dinner was my thing. Before I even considered myself a psuedo-maybe ACC officer, I was the Senior Head of the Food Committee. And if I were completely honest, I was the only person on the Food Committee. My three juniors were endearing at best, and apathetic at worst, but they never had the drive to actually accomplish anything without my nagging, and after a month of sending email after email, I had decided it was more efficient just to do everything by myself. Ironically, I made this decision because there was simply so much to do, feeding people on a 300 dollar budget is never an easy thing to do. Obtaining the trays, napkins, utensils, soda, and chopsticks off of the same budget made it impossible.

But you get the point. Dinner was important for me.

Dinner, was also terrifying. I had stopped caring about the dinner about two weeks before the show, because it was SO important that everything else got done. This meant no one had been working on dinner for two weeks. A dinner that we projected over one thousand people to attend. I stayed relatively calm, because I knew that we had made about 15 large trays of food earlier that day, and also because we had bought another 8 large trays, but variety was as important as amount.

I think it amused my parents to see me, all dressed up in a traditional chinese chi pao and heels, running back and forth into the concession stand to replace the trays that were emptied by the servers with more fresh food, and then back to my plate to cram an obscenely large amount of food in my mouth before I was on the move again. Well. It either amused them, or terrified them, as I was coming dangerously close to tripping and choking to death. Eventually, my mom told me she was taking the plate to my room, and I could eat after the show, because what I was trying to do wasn’t efficient and I was just running the risk of getting sick.

I was glad though, as it showed them that I’m not as useless as I seem around the house, and that, despite all of the imperfections they love pointing out, I am quite capable of making things flow smoothly.

Well. Minus the fact that I had to force feed one of the officers to make her eat, and all of the regular hustle and bustle to clear used trays and get new ones in, and all the begging of students nearly twice my size to take out trashbag after trashbag of food. But I thanked all the servers, and, as it grew closer and closer to actual show time, I gave them all instructions on how to proceed with cleanup while I was stuck backstage waiting to perform.

Because I was abusing my Super Cool VIP status, I skipped call time, with the promise that I’d eventually show up, and stayed until the crowd for dinner left. It was terrifying. We had a line of thirty people, but only 10 half filled trays left. But it worked out in the end, with 8 extra trays.

We has to ask the line to wrap down up and down an extra hall way, a line that refused to shorten for a solid hour and a half, and do to efforts that were primarily mine, we had fed them all. And everybody loved it.
It felt fantastic.

To Asiafest. Part I.


Asiafest was two weeks ago. Which is probably why I can finally write about it now. Any attempts made to describe it earlier ended up jumbled and extremely hard to follow.

Hopefully this one won’t end that way.

Now I won’t write about the Friday show, because, other than seeing Jonathan, it wasn’t that big of a deal to me. Yes, a bunch of current Smathers attended, but quite honestly, other than that one person, everyone I was looking forward to watching was in the show, or coming Saturday.

Saturday was a big emotional mess. But there was more good than bad, so I suppose it’s okay.

Jiexi walked into my room at 9:30. I had no voice, a giant headache, and I had been up till 3 the day before, so I promptly kicked her out and went back to bed. When I woke up at 11:00, I drank enough water to drown a city, swallowed any medicine I could get my hands on (wise choices I know) and cleaned my room desperately, because my parents were coming at 3, and my mother is a tyrant.

But by the time I was finished cleaning, I could almost talk again, so I rushed to Hunt kitchen. I was greeted by the smells of delicious asian food, and a swarm of people. Such a big swarm that, after breaking 5 boxes of chocopies in half, I was forced to leave, for being completely and utterly useless.

So I went to the gym where we were setting up instead. 30 tables, each table with 6 chairs all arranged in clever diagonals, and each covered alternatively with red and blue tablecloths by row. That, and there were about 12 other people for me to boss around. Which I did. We got to work sprinkling origami over the tables, setting up centerpieces, and taping the table cloths to the table.

By 2:30, the serving was set, and the tables decorated. That’s when we realized we didn’t have enough servingware. When our adult sponsor showed up with 15 extra serving utensils, one of my co officers picked me up and spun me around in a circle. Three times. I think that was one of the moments that really demonstrated just how invested everyone had become in Asiafest. Sure we stayed up until 4 every night for two weeks, and yes, we ran rehearsals for 4 hours every night we could, with additional practices until 10:30, but getting picked up because of new serving utensils. There’s dedication

That was also when my parents decided to show up, and with them, came my orchid, ukelele, and sewing machine. All promises of the fun I would have sitting by myself in my room after everything was over. I stole my dad off to buy flowers.

Now buying flowers made for an extremely awkward situation. As an almost officer, I had to get flowers for our 4 sponsors, and also a dozen roses to split between our amazing techies, and our two committees: publicity and food. As the food committee head, and a generally good person, I had to get four bouquets for the Officers in charge. Officers that I had grown extremely close to, and officers that told me to buy a bouquet for myself.

Buy a bouquet. For myself.

This to me, was an extremely odd thing to do. In their defense, none of the officers knew exactly how much I value flowers, but to give me the power to pick up a bouquet for myself, and have them cover the bill? Not to mention that, but did I even deserve a bouquet? Because I had invested just as many, and in some case, more, hours into the pulling off of this series of performances, but at the same time, I was technically, only part of the food committee. Would my junior members get upset if I were to get an entire armful of flowers where they only got a single (very nice) rose?

In the end, because I’m a sucker for recognition, and, I just really enjoy flowers, I caved and bought myself the same thing as I did the other officers. It was a selfish decision, but, later turned out to be the right one to make.

The thing about WordPress


I haven’t been blogging on here lately, because of my Tumblr.
There’s always a need to share my life to someone, but lately I’ve been using Tumblr more.

Why?

Because they’re different. On facebook, my posts are guarded. They’re socially acceptable, and while they can be witty and humorous, they’re bland, and make no effort to share who I am. I mean really, I just use it for homework, projects, and an unhealthy amount of Tetris.

WordPress is where I post about all my achievements, and try not to complain (as much). In a site populated by what seems to be stay at home mothers, excellent chefs, and an army of photographers, posting about my worries about school work and college acceptance just seem out of place. So instead, everything goes to Tumblr.

It’s silly to think that Tumblr is more private then wordpress or facebook. Because it’s not. But for some silly reason, it’s perfectly okay to rant on Tumblr. Other than surfing for pretty pictures, DIYS, that’s all I do. It’s actually pretty embarrassing scrolling through my Tumblr feed, because currently, all you see is complaints about schoolwork and Asiafest. It’s even worse that I think it’s okay, when I have more tumblr followers than readers, so really, more people know all about my inner turmoil.

But there’s something soothing about that dark blue that coaxes me to rant about everything, which in the end does make it sort of okay.

I don’t think I’ll ever get over these prejudices and categories I have set for my social networking sites, but I don’t see that problem. I suppose I just see this as a rather long winded post about why I haven’t been blogging on WordPress. Because I’ve been ridiculously emotional as of late, and no one here would appreciate reading about it.

I don’t know. To me, I can have my wordpress link on my facebook, but not my tumblr. It’s okay for my followers on tumblr to see my wordpress, but not the other way around.

And if you happen to have all the links to my internet life?
Well. Aren’t you just swell.

85 minutes


For the Record, I am writing this on writtenkitten.net

Every 100 words, a kitten pops up, and apparently I should feel motivated to write more so I can see ANOTHER kitten.

What this website does not realize, is that I can simply search Kitten on Google. Then I’ll get ALL the kittens. For significantly less work too.

However, I’m currently just writing this to keep myself awake. Which is terrible, but today Hamlet isn’t working for me. Apologies, Claudius.
Not that I don’t  enjoy Hamlet, the way we’re currently going about it opens up a completely new perspective on the play.

A perspective where I want to kick Hamlet and cheer for Claudius. Oh wait. That’s not right. [There was a kitten in this paragraph.]

About a day ago, a girl went missing from our school, and we couldn’t find her. I had a friend from back home ask me what happened, and I summarized it in the:
“Oh, we couldn’t find her and she didn’t go to class, and she missed curfew, and we ended up finding her today at 6 am on [College] Campus.”
My friend automatically assumed she just stayed out and got drunk/stayed out with a guy overnight.
In my spending hours calming the people on her hall down, never had I once even had that thought cross my head. It would have been great comedy.

[Oh goodness. The kitten I have on my screen right now has that cute little "meme kitten speak". It's an abomination. I really do have to write faster to get to the next picture. Now I understand why and how this website will work!]

But the real reason said girl ran out of campus was because she was stressed, and running away is a good way for her to cope.

When I told my friend this, she asked me if it happened often. And I thought about it, and it got me to start wondering how much stress is put on the students, and how much we can take.

Personally, I’ve probably broken down 10-15 times since Senior Year started, I admit, This is a bit excessive.

I can never get any actual work done in class. It’s a shame, especial ly today, when I have to write to stay awake. If I could write college essays I would, but if I did now, I would write about how I can’t think, because I think too much, and conscience makes people cowards.

Which would make me too scared to write anything. Or even apply to college.

Wah.

I haven’t quite made up my mind if I’m going to put this on my blog yet, it is the first thing I’ve written in quite a while, but there is not even a smidgen of topics.

Sometimes, though, I like reading stuff like that. Kind of like that one massive book that simply chronicled a character’s thoughts through a day. I read the first three chapters of it last summer when I was working at a Habitat for Humanity, and they had a copy there.

It’s the reason I spend so much time stalking the tumblrs of complete strangers. But I haven’t done that since I came back from thanksgiving break.

That was only a week and 2 days ago. That’s hard to believe.

I think part of the reasons it feels so long is simply because I can no longer remember what I do throughout the day. This is because of sleep deprivation.

That, or early onset Alzheimers, which is in my genes, so I suppose it’s possible. Of course. The cause of Early onset Alzhiemers is also sleep deprivation.

Remember my Sleep graph?
Well, Galabra made one too, one like mine anyway, and he added a trend line. Directly after break, I had a crazy trend line. Maybe a y = .25 x trend line, indicating that I have slept more and more in the last few days.

Significantly more, by the way. It takes 12 hours a night instead of 5 hours a night for two weeks straight before you get a positive trend line like that.

Well. About a week later, I’ve ruined it.
I think it was the getting 9 hours in the last three days thing, but goodness me, Hell week has hit, and Hell Week has hit hard.

It’s not even that I’m messing around with my time, I work from when I get out of class at 4:15, and I eat in my room, but why can’t I get any sleep?

It’s disgusting. I’ve had to cancel my plans for the weekend, plans that I’ve made a month ago, and was looking forward to, that I can’t have anymore, just because I can barely function as a student anymore, and I can’t get any of the extra work I need to get done during the week.

Rawr. This is where I start complaining. [It's appropriate because there's a yawning cat picture to my right. And if I pretend like I'm rather good at, I can see that cat yowling, instead of yawning. And I prefer this. Because currently, I'd rather be angry than so obnoxiously tired.]

But Complaining is dull.
No one likes to read about complaining. Unless of course, it’s thecupofjoeshow. In which case, I will happily listen to all the complaints that are delivered with hilarious stories and witty descriptions.

Hrm. I think this ends here. I have 7 more minutes of class. And I just got my last kitten.  It’s a tabby, sitting on a cabinet. Next to a wooden doorframe.

Meow.

Hiatus


I’m not going to write for a while.

My life hasn’t been exciting enough to generate any fantastic stories, it really is just a bunch of sitting in my room and doing homework, talking to a select few, and then sleeping at incredibly odd hours.

So I’d rather wait until I have something decent to write about instead of just generating crap.

[That's what my tumblr's for. :P ]

To Do LIsts


Lately, I’ve had the urge to get more time efficient. And Organized.

It’s a dangerous urge.

Lately, I’ve been using Ever Note to do so. It’s fantastic, it syncs everywhere, and you have the ability to make cute little check boxes that you can click on once you’ve done something.

It’s ruining my life.

There’s something about my head, that when I see only two assignments under Chemistry, I automatically celebrate, because two assignments? I can get that done in half an hour.

Right?

Wrong. So wrong. It takes me four.

Now, the habit of making work less of a deal than it really is not new to me, but this has made it so much worse.

Not to mention, sometimes just looking at these extremely detailed lists of everything I have to do with my life put me in panic mode. Just because of the sheer volume I have to get done.

I don’t know guys. This post is really just to complain about the work I have to do. Boring.

In other news, I got hooked onto Word with Friends by Liz and her roommate Emma.

Did you know you get a 35 point bonus if you use all of your letters on your rack?

I figured that out with the word Tandoori.

GOODNESS I”M FANCY.

Crafty.


It’s Thanksgiving break!
It has been since Friday, and I have been living it up.

Recently I restarted my Tumblr.

All of my life is spent searching the DIY tag.

It got to the point where I spent 2 hours hand sewing a dress out of an oversized t shirt at 2 in the morning on a Monday because I was too impatient to wait until break and my sewing machine.

Some of the worsts stitchery of my life was committed making that dress. And I’m still going to remake it, but at least it got the craft craving out of my system for the week until I made it home.

To make matters worse/better, my mom and I ventured to our local craft store the other day. You know, just for fun.

Yeah…
I came back with a 5 pound back of Soap base {Because mom won’t let me use lye. For obvious reasons], a giant jar of mod podge (<3!), and

180 pages of Scrapbook Paper

180 pages. I’m dying. Of joy. But dying all the same.

I’m going to do so much with it. There are 60 designs. Alll Damask. All gorgeous.

But yeah. November’s a pretty creative month. The time I haven’t been writing college apps I’ve been doing my NanoWrimo, which I know for a fact that I won’t win at, but it’s fun to participate in all the same. When I haven’t been Nano-ing I’ve been strumming my ukulele, and when I haven’t been doing that. I’ve been making and packaging Soap for Christmas.

It’s fantastic. I think I’ll relax for just one more day before I start getting serious about college apps and such. But for now, all I do is make things, or read things, or write things, or music things.

Also.
Today, my sister and I went for a walk, and picked up some gorgeous leaves. We took them home, and I made some flowers. This one’s probably the best. :]

I’ll dig through my craft supply and find floral tape for the stem later. I’m pretty happy with it as is though. :]